final exam semakin hampir!!

haish..
final exam ak semakin hampir..
bnyk assigment yg perlu ak settlekn..
n bnyk bnda yg perlu ak rujuk..
erm..
smakin hari smakin tekanan diri ak melihat buku!!
sbb sem nie penentu ak utk ak trus blajar d'kolej nie..
sbb pointer ak sem lps tidak baik!!
so sem nie ak kena target 3.0..
so ak perlu stdy btl2 utk mcapai target ak..
mntk maaf bnyk2 la pd si dia..
ak mmg bz sejak akhir2 nie..
n jarang on9..
sbb final makin hampir..
ak taw dia rindukn ak..
yah..
ak pn rindukn dia gak..
tp..
ak kena settlekn pe yg ptt dl..
setiap kali ak rindukn si dia..
ak menatap pic beliau!!
utk mmberi kekuatan n dorongan kat ak..
ak amat merindui beliau..
t'amat sgt!!
hope si dia b'sabar utk smntara waktu..
ok dear?!
pe yg pntng skunk nie..
final..
final..
n final..
i2 jew yg ak fikirkn..
hope u doakn kejayaan i!!
miss u n lov u damn much!!
u always in my heart dear!

True Love?!

I'm falling for you
I'm falling for you
I'm falling for you

I have got a sweet obsession
You have captured my attention
How am I gon' get me through the day?

Tried to get you out my mind
But damn, you creep in every time
Oh girl, I never thought I'd feel this way

Cuz you got my head a-spinning just like a
carousel
Thinking of you every minute, I know it's crazy
but true
I'm fa-la-la-la-falling for you
Kind of like a constant craving, I'm underneath
your spell
Baby there ain't no escaping; I know it's crazy
but true
Fa-la-la-la-falling for you

Why'd you have to touch me like you do?
You know there's no resisting you
I feel a shiver every time

I'm saying whoa! Baby, what you doing to me?
Out of control! And it's taking over me
Gotta let you know! I ain't gonna give up till
you're mine

Cuz you got my head a-spinning just like a
carousel
Thinking of you every minute, I know it's crazy
but true
I'm fa-la-la-la-falling for you
Kind of like a constant craving, I'm underneath
your spell
Baby there ain't no escaping; I know it's crazy
but true
Fa-la-la-la-falling for you

You got me falling for you baby
And I don't know what I'm gon' do
You got me crawling; I'm falling falling falling
for you
You got me falling for you baby
And I don't know what I'm gon' do
You got me crawling I'm falling falling falling for you

Cuz you got my head a-spinning just like a
carousel
Thinking of you every minute, I know it's crazy
but true
I'm fa-la-la-la-falling for you
Kind of like a constant craving, I'm underneath
your spell
Baby there ain't no escaping; I know it's crazy
but true
Fa-la-la-la-falling for you

You got me falling for you baby
And I don't know what I'm gon' do
You got me crawling; I'm falling falling falling
for you
You got me falling for you baby
And I don't know what I'm gon' do
You got me crawling I'm falling falling falling for you

I'm falling for you
I'm falling for you

nothing left!!

kehidupan nie kdang2 mmg xadil..
ak xphm dgn kerenah manusia..
ak cuba jd seseorang yg tabah!!
tp bnyk faktor yg melemahkan ak..
ak phm..
diri ak nie xsempurna mn..
ak mnusia yg lemah..
yah..
xdpt nafikan yg mmg ak sygkan dia..
tp..
ak xleh nk b'cinta lg even ak nk sgt2..
ak xb'sedia..
ak kdang2 xphm kerenah dia..
kjap dia ckp a n kdang2 ckp z..
ak mmg xphm..
tp klu pilihan dia nk lpkan ak..
go on..
ak phm perasaan dia..
ak taw dia bnci ak sgt2..
ak leh nmpk bnyk faktor..
yg dia bncikan ak..
so..
pe yg ak leh ckp..
be a good gurl..
pilih yg perfect..
pilih yg leh jg u..
yg leh belai u..
leh berikan p'hatian s'ckupny utk u..
i2 jew..
k..
i2 jln yg dia pilih ak ikut..
just redha~
tq 4 everything~
miss u!


Ooh a brother need luv and affection
A brother need tlc
And i talkin bout chilli (chilli)
But i'll take chilli if she want it
Ooh a brother need cookin and cleanin
And when she say she luv me she mean it
Her insides pretty (pretty)

(i spent stacks) stacks
I've had everything in my life (my life)
But i'm a have u tonight
Yeah i'm a have u... u...
I need luv (luv) yes indeed (deed)
But this is wat u get from me (from me)

Ooh i'm a give u luv and direction
U can be my? i ain't talkin bout thriller (thriller)
But i could be your thriller if u want it
Ooh i don't need no cookin and cleanin
We can get a maid if we need it
Cause i'm on my brizz-ed (brizz-ed)

fcuk!!! my arm broken..sakit!!

LIFE ALWAYS SUCK!!


hari nie adalah hari yg pling malang buat ak..
td ak igt nk g mandi cos nk g class..
td jari ak t'kepit kat pintu blik ak..
ak xkisah la klu xde pe2..
tp smpai nk hancur kuku ak..
erm..
sp yg xmenjerit tngok jari jd mcm 2..
nie smua pnca mmbe ak yg BODO..
de ke ptt tngan ak da t'kepik..
pas2 dia tolak lg pintu 2..
mmg sakit............
bahlol btl..
pas2 ak d'kejarkan kew hospital..
nsib doc ckp jari ak akn pulih dlm ms sbulan..
klu xcacat la 1 jari ak..
dala dngan kaki ak t'seliuh n xsihat2 lg..
erm..
mcm2 dunia nie..
tmbahan lak..
aty ak tngah merana sgt2..
skunk ak tgh sakit 3 bahagian..
sakit jari..
sakit kaki..
n..
yg pling merana..
broken heart..
ak xtaw la..
ak rs da len dgn si dia..
mmg ak xnafikan..
rs syg ak pd si dia da muncul..
tp..
sikap dia yg wat ak rs jauh dgn dia..
yah..
ak taw..
ak bkn sp2 bg dia..
dia mmpnyai bnyk pilihan..
lg pn aty dia still kat exbf dia..
ak xhalang dia nk tggu sp2..
tp ak nk dia hidup lbih baik dr yg lps..
ak xnk dia hidup merana time dia kapel exbf dia yg dl 2..
smpai stop stdy..
ak hrp dia leh cr org len yg more batter..
ak suka dgr keluhan dia..
yela..
klu leh ak nk dia selesaikan masalah dia..
kdang2 ak sian dgn story life dia..
ak yg dngr pn kadang2 sayu sgt2..
tp ak cuba bg dia smgat..
wat ms skunk dia la pilihan 1st utk idup ak..
tp ak..
xberani dgn cinta..
cinta amat m'yakitkan..
ak serik..
serik sgt2..
ak harap..
dia..
akan dpt jmp dgn boy bek..
yg leh pimpin dia..
berikan dia kbahagiaan..
ak lbih sk dia dpt kasih syg dr some1..
tp..
ak hrp2..
dia..
leh ubah sikap dia..
krangkan ego dia..
ak xsk gaduh2 nie..
buang ms..
skunk..
ikhlas hati ak ckp..
dia da makin jauh dr ak..
ak xtaw np..
hope..
hbngan kita still mcm dl..
mybe i need time..
ak mmg bnyk sgt mslah skunk nie..
mgkin i2 yg myebbkan ak jauh dgn si dia..
ak t'lampau bnyk pikirkan masalah..
smpai jauhkan diri dr si dia..
ak mintak maaf klu..
dia t'pingga n t'tanye2 sikap ak skunk..
mintak maaf bnyk2..
dun worry..
i still igt kat u..
peace emy!

pelihan yg sukar dlm idup ak !!

who that lucky gurl?!

alahai..
sukarnye ak nk wat pilihan skarang nie..
bnyk gurl yg perfect muncul dlm idup skunk..
cuma m'bezakn diorang..
dekat n jauh..
ak pn xtaw pe kputusan ak..
ak tkt nk wat kputusan sbb nk jg ati pihak2 t'tntu..
ak xnk kecewakn mn2 pihak..
even..
hati ak memerlukan sgt ksih syg..
dr someone..
so..
pe yg ak pikirkan adalah..
lebih baik ak diamkn diri..
utk..
m'jaga hati n perasaan org len..
ak suka n selesa dgn sikap kwn gurl yg rpat dgn ak..
diorang amat prihatan dgn ak..
xkira..
ak sakit kew..
pe kew..
but perfect diorang nie..
tp pilihan ak??
ak sndiri pn xtaw..
ak xtaw diri ak utk sp..
hehehe..
xpela..
jodoh yg tentukan smuany..
ak redha pe yg ak akn dpt nnti..
pe yg pnting..
pe yg diberi pd ak n siapa..
akan ak jg ia sbaik diri ak..
hingga ke akhir..
i2 jnji ak..
hehe..
tq~